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Saturday, December 04, 2010 @ 12:33 AM i would want everyting to be back to normal.. lyke the tyme we use to be..lyke the old tymes we spend chatting, hanging out, & laughing together.. sharing our sorrows and hardships without any hesitation.. times has really change.. ppl changed too.. maeb itz jz me.. thinking dat u are forgetting me wen u're nt.. too long apart has kept us away.. i dun wanna feel tis way bt my heart jz cant take it anymore.. i dun have many frenz.. im nt as sociable.. i dun wanna lose anyone bt if tiz goes on im afraid tat even if i lose u it would not make any difference coz we are too far apart.. i just dun wan dat to happen.. sumtymes i dun feel tat i should bother anymore.. bt wen i think back of our happy moments together.. it hurts.. it really does.. i really wish i could turn back tyme to those happy moments.. in my whole 20 yrs of life i have nvr drop a single tears because of friendship.. bt nw..twice.. y? bcoz i treasure tiz frenship too much.. & dun wan it to break jz lyke dat.. dearest hana.. maeb u're hurt wit my status in fb.. it was jz a random thought i posted.. i am hurt as much as u are.. been keeping it for too long.. didnt mean to hurt anyone bt itz just the way i feel.. as much as i understand u.. im sure u would understand how i feel.. been ur best buddy since secondary schools days.. cumin to 8 yrs.. im sure anyone in my shoes would feel the same way.. maeb itz my fault for being too sensitive or nt being a good fren.. nt able to understand ur situation lyke sumone else.. im too tired.. too stressed out.. i got my problems too.. my studies dat has been really bad lately.. my home wit too many ppl.. too much for me to handle.. i have always been patient.. all my life.. tanx to nana & hadah for always lighting up my dull & stressful life.. meeting nana for the past 3 days had been terrific.. meeting hadah had been great even wit both our bz schedules.. tanx darlings for ur companion during my hard stresful day preparing for my examz.. we shuld hangout again real soon after my examz.. last thing i would lyke to share, friendship are not meant to b forgotten bt if we are too far apartthe long lasting frenship might be broken even without anyone realising it.. |