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im 21. studying in SP ( Business Admin ). i love malay novels. i love malay dramas. i love korean dramas. JIWANG rocks my socks. i love singing. im a huge fan of KAMAL ADLI & ASHRAF MUSLIM!!!
 admission to SP (Business School) to see my mum walk again =d to own a personal laptop a BIG birthday party in 2011 a simple MAKEOVER a BOYFRIEND by the age of 23???
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Thursday, October 14, 2010 @ 1:30 AM  Time checked: 1:30am..Still cant sleep.. Nowadays im havin sleepin problemz.. I have no idea why.. I cant sleep til itz alomost 2 or 3am.. Sumtymes im tired wit my condition.. Am i having insomnia?.. Im afraid.. Really afraid.. I dunno y but once i start to close my eyes & get sum sleep, I kept thinking of al sorts of things.. My family,studies,werk,werk & more werk.. I kept on thinking what's goin to happen to my life, my future.. I guess im too worked up tiz six weeks wit my daily routine..Still gt to think what's goin to happen when skewl starts nx wk.. Frenz & relatives may see me as the perfect & filial daughter taking care of my mum & looking after the house, Bt they don't really know what kind of life im going through.. Relatives often say to me "its okae idah, u sacrifice for the sake of ur family" .. Indeed it's true.. Im sacrificing everything ive got for the sake of my lovely mum.. Sumtymes i do get tensed up bt i controlled myself.. I cant let my mum see the hardships im goin through as the only daughter of the family.. Its hard having to go through al this bt what can i do?.. God is testing me.. To see how patient i can be overcoming al this hardships.. Patience is a virtue.. & i believe it.. |