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im 21. studying in SP ( Business Admin ). i love malay novels. i love malay dramas. i love korean dramas. JIWANG rocks my socks. i love singing. im a huge fan of KAMAL ADLI & ASHRAF MUSLIM!!!
 admission to SP (Business School) to see my mum walk again =d to own a personal laptop a BIG birthday party in 2011 a simple MAKEOVER a BOYFRIEND by the age of 23???
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Thursday, July 01, 2010 @ 7:08 PM hey peepz.. wat a nice weather 2dae.. been raining since afternoon.. feel so cool..  been a long day at skewl..lyke alwayz feeling tired & restless.. finished skewl at 3pm 2day.. went home straight.. reach home at about 3.45pm & my mum jz came back from her theraphy.. didnt get a chance 2 take rest.. gt 2 transfer & changed her., in fact, everyday after reaching home, therez 2 much werk 2 do til i dun even get enough tyme 2 study & do my revision.. i jz wish therez sumone 2 help me out, bt wat can i do?.. itz my responsibility as a daughter.. sumtymez i do feel life is unfair.. y do i hav 2 suffer?.. y nt sumone else?.. y must it b me?.. bt then i noe i cant complaint.. god is testing me.. 2 c if im able 2 handle al e burdenz & responsibilitiez.. i feel pressurised.. sumtymez i jz cant focus.. i dunno y.. maeb bcoz i hav 2 much tingz on my mind.. ppl mae c me as calm & relax, bt they dont noe & dont understand wat im going thru.. noone would ever understand other than myself.. jz few daez ago i gt back 2 of my test paperz.. i did quite badly for both paper.. i failed 1 paper & gt border line paz 4 e other paper.. really dissapointed bt watz done cannot b undone..i gt 2 werk much more harder bt how?.. wit my current situation i dun even hav tyme 2 do proper revision.. most of my tyme r spent settling al e house werk.. itz realy pressurising!.. i hate it!.. jz feel lyke dropping out.. bt wen i tink of my parentz i gt 2 strive on.. gt 2 b more focus.. & jz 2 dayz ago.. at late midnite i jz started crying. tinking of e poor resultz i gt.. i couldnt sleep at al.. i keep on crying & crying.. at tat moment of tyme i jz wanted sumone 2 giv me a shoulder 2 cry on, bt then i realized there was noone.. i had 2 suffer e pain al by myself.. i hav 2 b independant..i had 2 let it al out so tat i'll feel much better.. after al tat crying then i manage 2 sleep.. once in a while we hav 2 let out our feelingz.. we cannot bottle it up coz it will hurt even more.. therez a reason 4 al tatz happening in our life.. i jz hope tat one day i will b able 2 achieve wat i one & would lead a happier life jz lyke wat i used 2 hav.. PeAcE oUt.. |