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im 21. studying in SP ( Business Admin ). i love malay novels. i love malay dramas. i love korean dramas. JIWANG rocks my socks. i love singing. im a huge fan of KAMAL ADLI & ASHRAF MUSLIM!!!

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to see my mum walk again =d
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Sunday, June 27, 2010 @ 8:25 PM

hey peepz..
lyke alwayz..
itz been a boring Sunday 2dae..
staying at home al dae long..
hana asked me out 2dae bt unfortunately,
again i couldnt make it coz noone 2 look after my mum..
sori sis..
couldnt text u tiz morning..
was bz wit houze werk & stuffz..
aniwaez, hope u hav fun wit farah 2dae..
maeb we could mit up nx Sat instead..
my dad oredy saed okae yesterdae..
once again sori 4 e cancelled planz..

aniwaez..
since im so bored at home
i searched 4 moviez 2 watch on youtube
& found a veri touching & emotional hindi movie..
Ek Vivaah Aisa Bhi starring Sonu Sood & Isha Koppikar..
a veri touching movie..
i cried throughout the movie..
itz a movie about e sacrifice of a sisterz life, love & marriage 4 her younger brother & sister 
after e death of their father..
 then it dawn on me..
am i goin 2 end up lyke her?..
sacrificing everyting in order 2 take care of e houzehold & a sick parent?..
am i goin 2 find sumone who will b able 2 wait 4 me til my responsibilities r over jz lyke Prem,
e hero in e movie?..


bt then i realize..
a movie is jz a movie..
a fantasy..
bt sumtymez wat tat r shown in movies depictz our own life experience..
e hardshipz &burdens tat we as human beingz has 2 face..
we could take al e gd thingz shown as a lesson 2 b learnt..
i understand tat in life we sumtymez hav 2 sacrifice our life & freedom 4 our loved onez
& i believe in e process we might find sumone who wil then sacrifice hiz or her life & freedom
in order 2 make us happy..

i feel grateful tat i stil hav my dad whoz alwayz supporting me even though hiz bz
wit werk & tournamentz olmost every wkendz..
atleast hez there 2  support me financially..
bt stil sumtymez i do feel lonely & need sumone special tat i could share e pain & sorrowz
tat im going through..
bt then i realize,
maeb itz nt e tyme 2 tink of al tiz..
e most impt ting is 2 study hard so tat i can support my family in e near future..
2 b able 2 c my mum b able 2 walk again wil b e most grateful thing..
bt stil
i hope i'll b able 2 find sumone who wil alwayz shower me wit love & support i need e most..