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Sunday, June 27, 2010 @ 8:25 PM lyke alwayz.. itz been a boring Sunday 2dae.. staying at home al dae long.. hana asked me out 2dae bt unfortunately, again i couldnt make it coz noone 2 look after my mum.. sori sis.. couldnt text u tiz morning.. was bz wit houze werk & stuffz.. aniwaez, hope u hav fun wit farah 2dae.. maeb we could mit up nx Sat instead.. my dad oredy saed okae yesterdae.. once again sori 4 e cancelled planz.. aniwaez.. since im so bored at home i searched 4 moviez 2 watch on youtube & found a veri touching & emotional hindi movie.. Ek Vivaah Aisa Bhi starring Sonu Sood & Isha Koppikar.. a veri touching movie.. i cried throughout the movie.. itz a movie about e sacrifice of a sisterz life, love & marriage 4 her younger brother & sister after e death of their father.. am i goin 2 end up lyke her?..sacrificing everyting in order 2 take care of e houzehold & a sick parent?.. am i goin 2 find sumone who will b able 2 wait 4 me til my responsibilities r over jz lyke Prem, e hero in e movie?.. bt then i realize.. a movie is jz a movie.. a fantasy.. bt sumtymez wat tat r shown in movies depictz our own life experience.. e hardshipz &burdens tat we as human beingz has 2 face.. we could take al e gd thingz shown as a lesson 2 b learnt.. i understand tat in life we sumtymez hav 2 sacrifice our life & freedom 4 our loved onez & i believe in e process we might find sumone who wil then sacrifice hiz or her life & freedom in order 2 make us happy.. i feel grateful tat i stil hav my dad whoz alwayz supporting me even though hiz bz wit werk & tournamentz olmost every wkendz.. atleast hez there 2 support me financially.. bt stil sumtymez i do feel lonely & need sumone special tat i could share e pain & sorrowz tat im going through.. bt then i realize, maeb itz nt e tyme 2 tink of al tiz.. e most impt ting is 2 study hard so tat i can support my family in e near future.. 2 b able 2 c my mum b able 2 walk again wil b e most grateful thing.. bt stil i hope i'll b able 2 find sumone who wil alwayz shower me wit love & support i need e most..
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