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im 21. studying in SP ( Business Admin ). i love malay novels. i love malay dramas. i love korean dramas. JIWANG rocks my socks. i love singing. im a huge fan of KAMAL ADLI & ASHRAF MUSLIM!!!

admission to SP (Business School)
to see my mum walk again =d
to own a personal laptop
a BIG birthday party in 2011
a simple MAKEOVER
a BOYFRIEND by the age of 23???

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hey peepz..

itz midnite n im nt asleep yet..

gt 2 finish up my FOM projectz..

bt my brain jz stop werking so i jz stopped..

n nw here i am blogging in middle of e nite..

yesterdae was a tiring dae..

got 2 stay back 2 do FOM & then gt cca til 7.30pm..

reach home olmost 8..

n noe one was at home..lyke alwayz..

yesterdae i jz felt lyke im breaking down..

i came back n gt many houze werk 2 do..

noone was there 2 help me..

i did it al by myself..

veri strez out wit tests n project..

n i jz cried al by myself..

bt then..

i thought of my mum n i had 2 b strong..

shez my strength..

itz bcoz of her tat i can hold on til nw..

luv u mum..

aniwaez..

i jz found out sumting earlier..

felt veri sad dat sumone jz 'sindir' my bestie..

n dat person is closest 2 me..

dun wanna mention namez..

afraid wil get offended..

i noe tat my buddy haz been staying over at my place 4 quite sum tyme..

bt dun hav 2 'sindir' her..

atleast i gt sum help wit e houze chores..

she helpz me take down & fold e clothes..

tatz gd enough..

at least it ease my burden after a long dae at skewl..

it jz saddenz me dat such tingz was posted 4 everyone 2 c..

how would u feel if i did tat 2 ur bestie?,.

doesnt tat saddens u?..

doesnt tat makez u feel emabarrased?..

even my dad didnt sae anyting..

i did ask my dad bout it..

he understandz her situation..

cum on..

shez nt lyke us who haz a great family..

she doesnt hav a place 2 stay bcoz of problemz shez facing..

cant u show a bit of sympathy?..

plze..

shez goin off veri soon..

can u jz giv us sum tyme 2 spent b4 she leaves?..

im sori if tat makez u feel uncomfortable..

it was nvr my intention..

i was jz giving her a roof 2 shelter herself..

atleast shez there 2 help watch  mum for FREE..

if u tink tat  billz r e problemz then im sori..

we didnt mean 2 make it increase..

maeb after tiz i'll jz use my lappy 2 do project..

i dun want ppl 2 sae tat im making life tougher 4 my family..

al tiz saddenz me..

i feel so embarrased..

im sori 2 whoever it mae concern bt i swear i nvr felt tat wae neither do my dad..

sum privacy r lost bt most of e tyme we r in e room n dat doesnt affect anyone..

we r doing our own stuffz in e room..

sumtymez u feel lonely..

wit my mum in tiz current condition..

i do need a fren 2 b by my side an accompany me..

2 giv me e support n strength i need..

i wish i had a real sister..

atleast i can share my feelingz & emotionz..

as i am writing tiz..

im crying..

yes i am..

tears r dropping..

sumtymez ppl c u as a strong person bt they dunno hw lonely n tired u r wit wat u r goin thru...

no one understandz u better than urself..

i wish i had sumone 2 share al my sorrowz..

bt i guez onli tiz blog understandz hw i feel ryte nw..

even wit al e bestiez i hav..

nt everyting can b saed face 2 face..

itz jz embarassing..

i reali felt veri bad wit wat was posted..

im reali2 sori..

on behalf of whoever it mae concern..

gtg nw..

i dun feel veri good...

it hurtz me a lot..

bt i gt 2 b patient..

tatz e least i can do..