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im 21. studying in SP ( Business Admin ). i love malay novels. i love malay dramas. i love korean dramas. JIWANG rocks my socks. i love singing. im a huge fan of KAMAL ADLI & ASHRAF MUSLIM!!!
 admission to SP (Business School) to see my mum walk again =d to own a personal laptop a BIG birthday party in 2011 a simple MAKEOVER a BOYFRIEND by the age of 23???
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Wednesday, June 23, 2010 @ 11:22 PM hello peepz.. itz almost 11.30pm.. im totally bored.. dunno y i suddenly feel soo lonely.. i wish i had someone special 2 share my feelingz other than my gerlfrenz.. sumtymez i do get tiz feeling tat no one lykez me at al.. maeb itz juz bad luck.. after my last breakup 4 yrz ago i stil havent found sumone 2 share my lonliness.. itz al bcoz of him tat my heart stil aches.. dunno y i suddenly thought of tat idiot.. maeb coz i jz feel e emptiness in me rite nw..  in hardshipz im facing rite nw..i do feel tat i hav 2 share my sorrowz.. even sharing it wit my gerlfrenz isnt enough.. i cant share everyting wit them even though they r e closest 2 me..sumtymez i jz wish my mum wasnt sick at al.. she use 2 b my pillar wenever i need 2 share anyting.. bt nw i cant even communicate well wit her.. n yez..it does hurtz.. ppl around c me as a strong gal who can endure al e hardshipz & sorrowz tat im facing.. bt deep down inside i jz wish therez sumone 2 help me out & ease al of my burdenz.. everytime i come back 4rom skewl.. i didnt even had a moment 2rest.. had 2 finish up al e werk at home.. changing my mum.. studiez.. projectz.. it tirez me out bt wat can i do.. itz fated 2 b dat way.. i used 2 hangout alot.. bt nw i hav onli wkendz 2 spent.. itz onli once a wk.. i dun hav e freedom i use 2 hav.. im nt complaining itz jz dat i feel my life is nt as exciting as before.. hav 2 rush home after skewl everyday.. cant go out 4 outingz wit my klazmatez.. i do feel guilty at tymez coz i cant share e happy momentz.. bt i cant do anytihing.. itz my responsibility.. even if i met sumone dat carez & luv me.. im sure he'll get bored wit my kind of life.. cant spent 2 much tyme 2gether.. i guez im jz fated 2 stay tiz way.. itz hard 2 find a companion dat can understand my situation.. i jz hope dat i will meet sumonne tat can fill up e emptiness in my heart.. though i hav sumone in mind bt i noe we wil jz b frenz.. good frenz 4 sure.. bt itz okae coz itz enough.. tanx 4 e encouraging & supporting wordz.. it doez make me feel better.. im praying hard dat everyting willl b alright.. praying hard dat i wil find sumone dat i can share al my happiness & sorrowz wit.. & praying hard dat i can face al tiz hardshipz wit open hearted.. amin.. |